What’s worse than being cheated on…
Following your heart only to find out it was leading wrong
Leading on
and you’re leaning on… Love to somehow find a way
In an empty space
You chase…
Something that isn’t running
Those… butterflies that were once in your stomach
Went through something
A reverse metamorphosis 
Now you have caterpillars 
That eat at your nerves
And what’s worse is it hurts
Because it feels like there’s an army of ant’s attacking them
So basically you’re bugging
Suffering from anxiety because of something that turned out to be nothing
You thought it was but it wasn’t 
You get disgusted
Fussing…
At yourself in the mirror
“How could I be so stupid”
Feeling foolish
Music
Ends up being your soundtrack
Because you’re moody
Saying you’re gonna move on but don’t do it…
Praying to God asking God not to do it…
Pleading to Jesus
Telling him you know he’s preparing you for something better
But forget better
You was satisfied with whatever God sent in the first place 
You ask God how many test will you have to take
You’re getting too old to be on your 100th first date
Why can’t you just be blessed with correcting a mistake
Instead of always having to learn from it with someone new
I mean how many people one has to go through
To find one to hold on to…
Forever…

#poetry #teamlove #sexvslove tomorrow @ the suite 3580 Holiday 8pm $15

What’s worse than being cheated on…
Following your heart only to find out it was leading wrong
Leading on
and you’re leaning on… Love to somehow find a way
In an empty space
You chase…
Something that isn’t running
Those… butterflies that were once in your stomach
Went through something
A reverse metamorphosis
Now you have caterpillars
That eat at your nerves
And what’s worse is it hurts
Because it feels like there’s an army of ant’s attacking them
So basically you’re bugging
Suffering from anxiety because of something that turned out to be nothing
You thought it was but it wasn’t
You get disgusted
Fussing…
At yourself in the mirror
“How could I be so stupid”
Feeling foolish
Music
Ends up being your soundtrack
Because you’re moody
Saying you’re gonna move on but don’t do it…
Praying to God asking God not to do it…
Pleading to Jesus
Telling him you know he’s preparing you for something better
But forget better
You was satisfied with whatever God sent in the first place
You ask God how many test will you have to take
You’re getting too old to be on your 100th first date
Why can’t you just be blessed with correcting a mistake
Instead of always having to learn from it with someone new
I mean how many people one has to go through
To find one to hold on to…
Forever…

#poetry #teamlove #sexvslove tomorrow @ the suite 3580 Holiday 8pm $15

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